missing the childhoods where you could run around your grandparents garden. fall alseep in hammocks. wear gumboots. swing on willow trees. skip stones. find other worlds between walls and under floorboards. create dolhouses from cardobard boxes. marry my pets.
hide in trees all day. dig out homes for my plastic animals, master their world throughout the day and leave them to sleep at night.
this probably makes no sense....but its my journal, so i guess it makes sense to me.
and i think...that even though i feel as though all the good memories are gone
theyre not memories until they're over
i may feel like right now, nothing extraordinary is going on
but a couple of years from now
or even after the HSC
ill remember the times when i pushed the water button on Tara's car and pissed her off. and turned the volume up really loud in dales car and screamed the songs outside the window while my friends played violent games of SPOTTO. dinner with my mummy.
or when we fell asleep on my bed, after having photography sessions, and tickle attacks (LAAMEE) and dnm's.
painting nails, make overs. plaza bumming. night in. the Mondo. late night movie escapades.
city slicking, whilst tipsy on powerade.
Quiet time in my room, writing, drawing, creating photo walls. looking through my old albums and journals.
Crying to beautiful songs. dancing alone. dancing onstage. singing at big functions. dressing up
SO much more. moments i cant remember now, that will flicker through my mind for a second int he future and make me smile
i like these moments =]
cant wait til the next one
if i tried to swing on a willow tree now id snap my ass and get sued for damaging council property.
- Mood:
loved - Music:Flames to Dust
skipped merriyl back to NA for celeste. sp she can see Billy Elliot!
and home, to practice violin while the two pretty ones sleep on her bedness
thennn they sleepily awayed and i had to go to violin
it was ok, til my string had started freying and i couldnt play mine anymore cos it was cutting at my fingers :(
i got to use andrews, which is SO awesome
new A string tomorrow ^.^
so afterwards, his wife walks in with her phone, saying her son, Josh, who i have hardly spoken to in person and frequently interrupts our lesson searching for things in the room and who had just left the house, and he wanted to talk to me on her phone.
i slowly took the phone and cringed (on the inside...his parents any my mummy were both starring at me.)
so he asked if i knew who he was, and what i was doing on thursday or the weekend
after assuring him i was 'busy' at all those times, i hung up. nicely, of course
nevertheless, his mother persisted and i was peer pressured into leaving my email address behind
so i just got covneniantly disconnected from msn, where an akward and repetetively "what you doing 'so and so' time" conversation
poor guy.... no interest at all. hes nice enough though
ok, i have to go to bed. pretty new photos of the same new people on my comp now =]
i must get some new friends....
no. these ones are good i think >.<
<3 nighty night my fabulous few friends and future self :)
- Mood:
bitchy
Well its a good thing it rained today. and i will tell you why
yesterday, after my foundation day performance with the girly fam (good songs, good applause. "Loathing" duet with Bec, "Little Shop" tiro with mum and Ace, and lastly, i sung "God Help the Outcasts" as a solo. i forgot my backing track and had to race to the end of the street to the car, that was frustrating...but plenty of compliments, which was alright =] a friend said it was one of the most beautiful things he had ever heard which kinda threw me but made me a little fuzzy inside...)
so we met up with jennay, SO good to see her again ^.^ annnd ace and i caught the train back to peno, where Tara picked us up.
We went to pick anthony up too, but his dad told us he was at work. so msg'd him, found out he was with clare. dropped ace home, drove up to clares, chilled a bit, then went down to anthony's. had a chat to his tipsy sister and her three kids + three neces/nephew. hilariouse
(she doesnt like dale..."he loves himself". bullseye, drunken sister to anthony.
headed out to pick up daleface from work. thennn decided we wanted to go out for dinner.
everywhere in penrith we tried, was full up or closed. bitches
so finally, we decided to try King Henry's Court. now...the issue there, is that clares ex-best friend, SAMUEL, works there
[he has a big nose. TOTALLY in the closet...called us, clares UGLY friends. what-EVS]
after a long night of late orders, akward walk-by's and anthony and i ordering glass upon glass of iced water
("NO jug thankyou. just the one glass for now") lol...
and sam made a deliberate effort to serve clare all of her three courses. and the waitresses hate us now.
so by desert, about half an hour late, they come out, stand in front of us and say "sorry about the delay guys, we wanted to do something extra special with your deserts, cos yous've all been such good friends..."
clare swapped all her meals with tara. we left him a note on a napkin. "dear samuel. nice nose. love, clare sugly friends"
he totally spat in the food...
so yeh, travelled back to mine
Tara screeched down my driveway and skidded outside my front door. we were packing it, and pretty much in serious shit...
went inside, communally appologised to mumsy, and she was happy again =]
watched little rascals, snuggled, slept.
tara and clare got up for work, almost forgot about the HOUR SLEEPIN thanx to daylight savings
XD
annd i hung with the lads all day. went for walkies, bought jelly, organised next years ROCKA! good times =]
then clare came over after work and we snuggled some more on celestes 'hot sex' bed
i loves these kids...they make my world go round in rainbow spirals
<3
(_*_) <--- happy ass
- Mood: loved
We were the only ones in the movie, let alone the entire cinema, and employees were scarce.
there was this big fuss about a new movie concerning robots, and just outside the upstairs theatre doors, was a big display consisting of a well constucted, child-aize, cardboard robot sitting on a promotional bench.
as we were about to step into the excalators, the boys were struck by genius and decide to kidnap the robot
after some 'umm' ing and 'ahh' ing i jump into the elevator to "keep watch" downstairs (when really...i was packing it and wanted to escape)
meanwhile, they dislocated the display, lugged it down after me, and after playing "be one with the wall" we pelted out to the carpark, down a fire exit and into hiding until the car was brought around.
Crammed it into the boot, jumped in and skidded off in a clean getaway.
a few snoopy looks from the cleaners, but we managed to escape without evidence
XD
bit of a story to tell the grandchidlren
- Mood:
mischievous - Music:"God Help the Outcasts"- The Hunchback of Natre Dam
then get myself out of it and buy a new one in Queensland, L.A or Tonga, and move in with friends.
Spend the days doing gigs, writing, taking everyone out for sushi every day
and a ferret. definately a ferret.
very very obsessed with music =]
in fact, i do believe i will sing right now
there.
ummm i love writing poetry and short stories??? annd other forms of pencil-paper creativity
so yeh every now and then i may post a few. just for future reference, progressive monitoring, etc
absolutely adoring the Fab5
XD
Dale, Clare, Anthony & Tara. they are traffic stopping babes
And colour my world. with rainbows and gayety
but i am definately open to meeting new peeps, so if ever you catch me strolling down the street, soaking in the incense at a local hippie shop, shovelling down some Suma Salad or prancing around on a stage. dont be afraid to bearhug me. seeeriously!
Will absolutely love you forever
and on that note
im off to add some friendlies
ciao
<3
- Mood:artistic
- Music:Ready Steady Cook, represent Y
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